NAAAAAATURE. Goulet!

I am STRESSED OUT.

everything is falling on me and i can not seem to get back up....

and i miss mike fraley and can not wait until break to see him....

Wow. That is the only word i can find these days... is wow.

Wow to the aspect that so many things can change in such a short period of time... the blink of an eye and what you thought was right now is so different...

Wow... to this whole weekend.. this past week. Thank you to my friends, for just being by my side and supporting me through the thick and thin. although i cant tell you everything i want to tell you... u support me none the less and i thank you for that.

Wow. My job. Wow. My schoolwork. Wow. Applying for my program. Wow. To so many other things...

And by wow... i dont mean... wow amazing. i mean... wow... this is too much. just too much.

just got to keep on truckin' i suppose... keep on truckin'. can't wallow.. can't be upset, got to be strong for the people that need me the most right now...

So, it has been forever once again since i have updated this thing... so my appologies for having School stuff and ra stuff coming out of my ears.
Lets see, what is new... My car is broken, have to find the time to get the new battery and maybe new alternater. My phone is broken, the screen can basically turn all the way around, and i need to use a rubber band to keep it closed. My finger is broken. I broke it playing goalie in intramurals last sunday, i didnt break it when i fell on it, but when i unjammed it. that is healing ok though, i went to the hand specialist, and they said i need to try and start to get mobility back.
School has been kicking my ass, so i am pretty sad about that... but what is new w/ that... i suck at it and don't even know why i am here!
RA stuff has been keeping me busy when im not doing school work, so basically i dont have a life, but thats ok i guess. Haven;t seen much of my peeps, except for at lunch, but at least that is somethign! I wish i didnt live all the way over here though....
My RA/MA staff is cool, they are really great people, and i look forward to our year together. A lot of stuff has gone down over here already, so ive been kept on my toes.

Today is my mom's bday, and tomorrow, my dad's. I have to remember to call them up. i am going to go take a nap and then study for the rest of forever. i have 4 exams next week, so let the hell begin! Im on duty this weekend, so i will be chillin' around here all weekend, so if u live in the allendale area, stop by!

.love.
..eb..

1. I suck at updating this.
2. I'm back at school being an RA again.
3. I'm already stressed out.
4. My class schedule/ra schedule is ticking me off and i still need to find another lab to get into.
5. I want a roommate. The fish can only do so much for me.
6. I'm tired.
7. I'm sore.
8. I'm excited because I am starting a workout program, getting up to work out @ 730 two times a week, pilates twice a week, rollerblading madness and then maybe another gym day. It will be my sweet release.
9. I'm hungry, again.
10.I'm heading to bed early.

Night all.

Wow. It's hard to believe that i'm already done w/ my second year of college. It is crazy to think about all the things I've gone through and how much i have changed. I can't beleive that my first year as an RA is already over with. I know that RA'ing is a decision i will never regret. it's truly an experience that i think will really change me forever... and HA! I have another year of it! Yesss.

I'm so excited to live w/ bri, jessie and cathy this summer. It will be nice to be able to live w/ my friends... it gets lonely having your own room, im not gonna lie.

So excited about going to Sweden, Germany, Switzerland, etc this summer. EEK! Im so geeked!

there has been a LOT of crap going on in my life lately, and it has been a stressful week of classes, of family stuff, and ra stuff. i'm just so drained. im trying to build up momentum for when classes start next week.

blah. that's all i have to say about some thigns... blah.

ok. im off to go help the lil bro w/ his science fair project.

So, I had a really good weekend. Dance troupe performances were this weekend, and I'm not going to lie, I was scared shitless when i had to go on stage!!! I had sooo much fun though! And hopefully i didnt look like a complete fool! Although hell week was loooong, it was nice to see my bitches and hoes every day! Oh how i've miss them....

So now, to get back to school work. I feel like i didnt accomplish anything last week, and now i have exams and papers due up the wazooo and im no looking forward!

Well, I'm off to work on my paper, and try to get to bed at a decent hour.

Much Love. <3

Ugh.

Last week was the worst week ever.

It can only get better, right?

I guess we'll see....

That Dane Cook is a silly B.

Sorry to use harsh letters.

How many songs?
iTunes - 880

Sort by song title
First Song: (I Can't Play) Basketball - Jimmy Fallon
Last Song: R COWNA CYMA (Ya Shosla S Uma) - TATU
Sort by time
Shortest Song: Hope Everyone enjoyed Homecoming this year - Jimmy Fallon (0:22)
Longest Song: Homecoming/The Death of St. Jimmy/etc. by Green Day (9:20)

Sort by album
First Album: "10 Things I Hate About You"
Last Album: "You got Served!"

Top Five Most Played Songs
1. Dance, Dance - Fall out boy
2. Take me or Leave me - RENT
3. Girl - Beck
4. Pump it - BEP
5. Sittin, Waiting, Wishing - Jack Johnson

First song that comes up on Shuffle:
Sweetest Goodbye-Maroon 5

How many songs come up when you search for "sex"?
1 She Thinks my tractors Sexy - kenny chesney
2 Sexy by the Black eyed peas

How many songs come up when you search for "death"?
Green Day -Homecoming/death of jimmy
I just wanna live - good charlotte

How many songs come up when you search for "love"?
53

How many songs come up when you search for "you"?
114

I'm a procrastinator too jessie! :-P